And my heart starts to beat again.

Heard this over the radio sometime ago.

In football,
you lose, you cry
you win, you also cry.

Similarly to life,
you sad, you cry
you happy, you also cry.

And the good thing is that no matter what you cry for, God always wipe that tear away and bring you joy like.. you know? the sunshine after a rain that kind?

and tonight, as in last night? finally its a turning point of my life. i was wanting and expecting God to fix the things in my heart for power night. so i dropped my 'baggages' that i've been carrying for a year and now im a freeman! it wasnt easy to drop 'baggages' like it sounds like, especially those that you hold so closely to your heart, something that you treasure it dearly, but you just have to drop it because its just getting you nowhere.

so i've dropped it, not by just mere willpower nor determination. but by the power of the holy spirit(yea, getting spiritual here uh) yup! its by the POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT that enabled me to overcome the trash that i've been going through. For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of POWER, of love and of self-discipline.

so no more avril lavigne's emo songs anymore

oh yea! FREEMAN FREEMAN FREEMAN!!

friends of mine, there's really nothing to be emo about when you put your trust in God. If God have created the world in such precision and accuracy that human beings and other animals can live together. Why cant God do something about your troubles? don't you know for God so loved you that he gave his one and only son for you? how much more valuable you are in the eyes of him?

if i have overcome my troubles, so can you :D